A month later ;)
Congratulations softhare! I can feel the vibrations of positivity from your post. Would you elaborate on how your old and new perceptions are merging?.....this sounds familiar and is a very interesting part of "the process".....
That's great news Storm and I'm sure your kids are enjoying the new you also. I am also intrigued by the overlapping of the old you and the new. I have only microdosed so have no experience of this. Sounds very cool though. I wonder if microdosing might jog your flood memory (pure speculation - others might have more concrete experience with this)
Hey Guys. The best way I can describe perception is; after my flood, my eyes saw everything new as well as my heart. I had to learn how to embrace the taste of ice cream again. I had to reasses the love I felt for my family and friends, because it was new and more refreshed. My negativity was wiped away and filled with a feeling of a fluid aquatic spirit. It was a new world where I could do anything. After a few weeks of the usual faces and routine my old memories would comeback, but only reminiscent of how it was and what I and other things were like in my past. Things were parallel but yet remained seperate, It was like I was on a month long vacation and came back ready to work facing the old situations but with a new outlook. Think about watching a movie in 3D, The image is there but not tangible, Yet you know and comprehend the process. I hope I don't confuse anyone, but certainly do hope this helps.
Need very little to do this. (for generalities not specific to Storm Shadow) always wait at least 1 week post flood to ingest more Iboga (my personal experience/opinion). After a flood you will need very little to get back in tune with the frequency of Iboga. For me it is 500mg once a day that does the trick. For others it is more, but for me it is more important to learn how to tap into the vibrational frequency of Iboga on smaller amounts, to accute your innate senses to the energy. Which was there from time eternal. I definitely recommend boosters. Again need very little compared to a flood. The real magic to the medicine seems (to me at least) in the post flood micro dosing. So susceptible to it's cognition and upbeat energy without any negative side effects.
Very cool Storm. I know exactly what you re talking about. I had this feeling after my first flood. The last two seemed less profound of an after glow. I remember my eyes actually looked different (more clear, and I could see my iris more detailed). My tongue had shrunk back down to it's normal size! I guess opiates and smoking cause a slow swelling overtime. Fresh fruit tasted unbelievably good. Cigarettes were extra gross, but I still powered through that one......ARGHH! KP: I took boosters of 100 mgs for 3 days after my 1st flood and I didn't feel much. The boosters didn't really feel like much to me, but I attributed that to all the other change my body was going through. I have heard both sides of this and the thoughts seem to be very polarized. People seem to think they do nothing, or they are the best thing ever.
IMO... A booster would be @ least 500mg TA or 4gr RB. Personally I opt for a good quality wallop regiment of 1-1.5gr TA booster. Granted the flood doses I go for are also much higher than what is recommended and much more incremented (Bwiti esque). So in reality I can't recommend the aggressive customized program I go with. It is to cause a deliberate Rebirth. Many times the floods are so intense that the individual does not need boosters nor ever wants to ingest Iboga again. That's when you know it hit the spot, when the sheer terror of Iboga makes people scared shitless of their former drug or habit of choice.
I'm soooo happy for you !! You really deserved to be free of your past And now you can enjoy life xxxxooxxx