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saltywillow40
28 May 2026

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Connected   REM' the scene' a blood red tornado as from above' looking down the throat of the gallaxy' Multi-colour ping pong balls' yellow' green' blue' red' orange' float by in "Strings' bounding along their hidden code' Travel out fast and even' into the tunnel' walls of shimmering energies' Ahead a scene of gentle rolling clouds' the tunnel connected to the Sun Star' Perception reality is manifested though this tunnel' through imagination and Will' The tunnel the focal x of conciousness' Connected in body with emotion gravity memory' Twisted Ladder ! ! riggles and evolves with vibrant molecules' dancing in the sunlight' A rollercoaster ride; orchastrer of infinite complex beauty' Like something is looking through the tunnel' using our body as a space suit' Connected by this long complex tube' that twist its way through time and space' Space suit matrix socket Feel the earth' She revolves' we evolve' Look to the mountains and see "Eagle'' go to the oceans see "Gull " sit at home see sparrow' Everything is perfect ! Bliss Nobuoni + Everything is perfect' Bliss Nobuoni + Mirror x! + !x People talk as I think' Tap' tip' Tap' Tap' Tonk' molecule ping pong ! ! The filing cabinets of memory are gently closing ) The star is bright this day' Be well +
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saltywillow40· 28 May 2026

Spinal Vertebra and the Witch'   Many headed snake of spinal vertebra' rised to coil from mire Shod riddden' a pool of crockadile teeth' Flowing of primal animal' awaiting to raise eyes from mud of evolutuons coil' To taste! Life! Grey yellow shimmering segments flowing' writhing' questioning the purple sky' Heads of dragons' preditors evolving' flashy grins and steely smiles' The Witch of WAR V V' does dances arrows rain' on psychi's eyes' Yamao' Owl' O'wl smashes through' flashing fields and mountain glades' Tree and stream' a coating all in feathers' sweet of browns of subltle pinks' Softness of fields in Autum' as late corn blusters' waving to a breeze' The worrysome Witch took as mouse' like leaf flutter to blue yonder' Her stick a twisting' Distant tummbling' She never even said' "Goodbye! ) Bliss Nobuoni + Copyright © 2010 Paul Brookshaw

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saltywillow40· 28 May 2026

Carress' Fingers carress fresh moist soil' to till a row' Rain clouds' distant' aback blue yonder' The rustle of wind through hair' sun to warm the land and back' Aliken to a seed to burst forth new life for spring' A blosssom to open' fresh "scent" sences upon the air' Eyes a squint the glorious sunlight' that dances in the garden' When tiny birds sing in each new day' bright n' early' sweetly songed' Delight and pleasure dancing the cords of creation through heartland valleys' To breath and sigh' deeply' flowing' knowing a way to build new tappestry of life' Emotions gentle spring showers' to swell the seeds to sprout' It all becomes ancient' simple knowing' much gay' of pure delight' Bliss Nobuoni + Copyright © 2010 Paul Brookshaw

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saltywillow40· 28 May 2026

Warm' Body fuzzy warm of glow' within skin' of energies do flow' A slithering around ones core' to coil a tentacle tentative to a smile' And chase the little fish of reason to their death' of eating to fulfil of utterances and silly screams to smother of ones precious attachment memories' rolling on the ground' body fuzzy moving as of mud, in warm volcanic flows' Writhing as a wet sea snake' up the tree bows surround about' of to chase the little monkeys to flight' slowly roll around ones eye mind' evolving' green and blue' eruptions of tattered leaves' sputter to the florry foliage' Aye to dance the twisted morph' of to see the spring elk frolic' kicking of oaken mosses' body blowing steam to the fresh crystaline morning air' Of a many millions of blades of grass' tinkled toed by tiny ant' a glisten of sun dew' a covered with array of fallen pine leaves' spiked' Flatter' fly by' dear butterfly' of two wings of yellow greens and reds' to browns of oranges' to cover oneself within cocoon' of glowing pinks of variant light' as rapped of leafs as cigars do hold' like a silk worm folding weaving home' to pupate' to grow of wings' within a bound of threaded cove' a mantle coat of rainbow's colours' too flight' of when she grows' To squiggle and giggle at the scene of oh' so many dragonflies' zipping buzzing by' dancing on the water Lilly flowers' as dazzling Suns, glistening' explosions' of new buds opening of the dawn light' through the pools of leafy pads within ones eyes' Softness of daisies racing face' going about showing' of' secrets delights' within the golden ladder of evos' coil' of petals spreading' uncovering of pistils' to stamen' of to smother fuzzy Bees' with pollen burs like tea cakes' n' candy' upon lolly sticks' to feed of nectar' to glitter of where too ever' Flash as rainbow trout' a jumping' of the pooling mire' of where I left my soul this nite' a flapping like a rag a torn upon a wind blown barb' of the fence that contains ones heart~ Of pipe a hanging from toothless jaw do smile' as little whisper smokes a heckles to the sky' As to arch my back and breath' the waters of flexed trouty tails do spangle in the air to glisten' as falling through ether, seeking craggy barken tree trunks' little riddles of droplet's water to the mulch' that bow of low majestic stares' and whisper in the softly spoken winded lofty halls' do flutter of tiny branches' leafed of high' atop' their bows' upon the mirrored waters' as reflections' photographs' a flat of stare~ upon the timeless lake~ Infinity~ Oh pool of moonlight tickle to give of precious silvers' to the glade of steady legs a standing of oh so many trees' Of casting shadows as swords drawn' wicked to the nite' Flash the comet strikes it cord of symmetry and flies by' distant now' with stars a shinning' to smile another day, no doubt' return of arc to orbit of this glade of woods a standing' of shimmering glow a golden bow' a smelling of new cut hay' Of now a splodge this day of all about one's body self emulsions' emotion' folding' molding in the earth' as tiny specks of sand, as satellites to settle to find of wear a comfort' ah ha' they cry, there will be another launch in five' Too of where and ever wonders of your mind's devise' Another launch' to wait of five is naught to cry of' as of when you can hold the joystick of the little helicopter' Aye' e' of where the flight manual of mind to re-collect of all the baggage' twas left upon the ground' It shall be there upon your return "Sir" to pick through as you choose' the left luggage sign smiles by' As splatted to the train window glass' as tiny fly' left luggage' smiling like a clown' behind' Express to no-where' with return' the ticket puncher smiles' clunk the door a closing' One breath infinity does smile' of all blasted' asunder' squashed by G-force to the max' now gliding' Breathing spirals collide and hold for a moment, zap asunder of a trillion braided cosmologies, galaxies do fly' This is your Captain speaking' "Your mission has ------------' hold on folks' Warp factor nine' with comet tail' imminent' Assume the position says the Custom man' What? is the question' The journey is over'? Of where is all the luggage man?' That was left upon the ground' "Oh we gave that all to Oxfam Sir' you gone of nearly ninety nine'' Of O' to aught of everything' The little children loved your suitcase'' What? that can't be right' to shake ones head at all the pop' And dive below the covers once again' of ones quilt' to see of all the colours smile' within the dark to shine~ And again and yet of me of all' As of within enormous sheets of rainbows' pundit atoms to the mind' expanded to nothingness' "Your ticket sir" the conductors smiles' "Your return is imminent"~ ha ha ha to smile of all the beauty and chaos of it it all' unreal' for sure' as little fish a swimming' to dance within the sunlit pools' and playing with crabs amongst the seaweeds flowing of reds and greens' Unreal of all of what and ever is the question' As lady octopi drift by milling, a lips a glowing pink n' purple, little whirl pools of mind' exploding all around as a subtle swirls' Of all to fall within the felt of oh so large a tornado' flying across the heavens of the atolls of ones crescent Suns emotions' folding to fulfil' of all desire' "I am" Body fuzzy warm of glowing within skin' of energies do flow' Unreal' ha ha ha' Bliss' oops I broke it once again' unreal for sure without even trying unreal' of to be different upon return' ha ha ha ha ha' :')~~~ Very much wtfd' ~ Nobunoni + Copyright © 2010 Paul Brookshaw

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saltywillow40· 28 May 2026

Of way too much beauty' Snus is cool' wake you up as when' Excuse all Squid and octupi' can't see for shit through all these freakin symbols' Truth' The universe is a bacteria' with an organic disease parasite called life' Phew sea weed' hey who chucked Jonah in the belly of a whale' then let him roast on a beach' Sat under a wattle' (I know of what he used the wattle for akasia he he he eh)' Flat out here~ Singa killee me' ha ha ha ha' feck and then some more feck feck feck' phew' seriously wired now' ooooooooooh!!! Mad ceremony, no resolution' just untold death' skulls, bones' decay' everything fleshless fish backbones' Ahh thank the universe for weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!! ooooooooooooh hold on bowl stuff again he he hee' Incredible' all death' unreal he he he' got freakin skulls everywhere' aya scragged my ass' an then wiped th floor, and is still going for it' Shipibo' vine' I am swearing' an Ox couldn't hold me down at the mo' molecule, then show me, ugly' Make me cry and fold outwards along emotions curve to shime' another glory' then death' like oh so many clowns jeering' made me laugh so much I nearly passed out at the beauty of it it all' to clown and fall a million stars' red yellow balloons popping off upwards to the sky' along oh so many fine mesh matrix' forest trees black standing, creepy animals glimpsed around the trunk' with blood red glowinmg eyes' These are the fuckers I am here for' sitting in my bow' sucking on my sap' Anger' pure primal unreasoned anger, like the belly of some obese lard caterpillar' nibbling at my leaves' Only love can kill these parasites' Excuse' Phew' heavy heavy shit' Pain' Searing white as lance to marrow' of arrow to my heart' slit me asunder in a thousand shards' of tears radiating, blood lust rage at purple head clouds roll like phantoms across the more land of my eyes' to the tip of my spine to rage again' as a rose' petals open' pistils seen of yellow desire to fill of raindrops sweetness' morning dew' Phew' there is love on the other side of this mighty river sea thing' Man I is ugly for sure' Healing cloak of aya' wrapped and held in wove of greens and blues' the colours show of no disguise' aya has taught me to chase the colours through the trees, turn them all to blood red fire' then grasp them in my hand until the burning makes me cry' they jump free of me and become as flowers, with petals that never die' scattered on the ground' feck feck feck ' force 8 increasing gale force ten imminent' storm force 12' phew' time to go again soon' Vapourise'~ the journey has' aya says' only just begun for genunun' phew I is seriously ugly' Too my right sits a chap of bones with a bowler hat on his head like good old charlie chaplain' to the right his bride' black to white' with red blood lust in the middle' they seek to devour me of mind and body for they have no souls of flesh' by reflection they are me of cause to be, but' and more' of no questions' I have seen the glory of my death to come' unreal aya' Pa' vine of the dead' respect a' Madre' Ayahuasca' I have been given' of grace and glory of death to hold through my life glimpsed end' unreal and then some more unreal' Man I should diet properly' this shit will kill me' he he he he he'~ I can't get over the beautiful ugliness of myself~ I am an Ogar' unreal for sure' She sat me on the floor' and tore my heart out' then made me eat it without any gravy to saver the taste of flesh with' Disgusted at, disgusted so to throw ones heart upon the floor' Fuckin killed me' got to go again' Phew, my heart a million shards of atom fire glass' Who said this game of chess was nothing to behold' is a fucking lyer for sure' of mask of wood that shifts and changes as the tangled roots of oh so many mighty trees' seeking water in the land' riddled with tiny beatles' a scurry to devour' and recycle' To look to the sky' through a lofty canopy of grinning monkey clowns' Gearing grabbing at my cloak, to tear and lay lots for sale' My GOD I am awesomely terribly wretchedly beautifuly ugly' terrifyingly so'~:) Aya has given me leaprosy' I sit and watch as my flesh falls in gouts decaying to the floor of scattered leaves' Tiny squirel like creatures come and eat of the decaying body' whilst a crow sits upon my head plucking out my eyes' the crow flies away' with my eyes' I can still see though through gaping sockets' a striped red black white' ribbed vest up on my chest' a gold pocket watch upon a chain, my hand slips around my black cane with silver skull as top' and I stand to survey a field of bones' I can see my toothless skull smile at the open-ness of such a vission' I raise my bony hand and doff my hat in respect of the deads that come to lie as a roadway before my eyes' an arm bone with hand pointing the dirrection to go' the crow comes back and dops my eyes into my left palm' then jumps as a little black dog, upon my lap' as I sit again upon a stump as stool' studded color' little red tongue hanging' a droole slowley drops and splashes to the bone strune floor' I look up and the bride stands in white' her skull gleeming bright as sun bleach' oh my' no eyes' here I say have these' I have no need of them' and hand her mine that crow left in my hand' she smiles agrin and eats my eyes'~ mine forever now she whispers' you have gold for my smile twinkles diamond glimpsed as pools of crystaline water' moonlit' morelands' green dales' a stream seen turns into her spine as seen over the top of bodice bosom' the dress hangs dirty on the rib bones' reaching into pocket I take a silver ring with scarlet ruby adorning the set' and place it on her finger bone' mine forever she whispers' mine forevere mine' Crow flies off' Phew' I is ugly ha ha ha ha'~ I require to make some fuckin noise and crush some rocks with sound' way too much light n' ugly he he he' Of all this shit' unreal and then some more he he he eh' bliss' then aya' Mo' Pa' Made Ayahuasca, for answering my prayer' Nobunoni + Copyright © 2010 Paul Brookshaw

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