Flood

glad to hear you are doing better, and taking advantage of the glow! A support group IMHO is so important, a network of people that can be there for you. The 'evil' faces/gremlins are common for me, in the early parts of the experience, especially with my first flood. Not sure what to make of them.

hi humbleaspen, you have gotten a lot done in the last two week! Good for you!!! There may be moments of depression, but just work past them, they should go away quickly.  I also think that a support group sounds good for you, especially being in a new city and feeling alone, it may just be what you need.  Volunteer work always makes me feel good, I think doing things to help others, especially in a place like a homeless shelter, will also give you a sense of "Hey My life isn't so bad, at least I have a roof over my head" kind of thing, it could be real positive...  I did a sort of meals on wheels thing when I was at the height of my depression and it did help," At least I don't have a terminal illness, things could always be MUCH worse"  Also just doing things that force you to get out and not isolate yourself, like the meetings and volunteering,  will make you feel less isolated. I too have also seen some strange faces, I don't think that is abnormal or that it means you have some sort of negative energy...I think it is fairly common.  I have seen all sorts of weird faces and scenes.  I don't think it is unusual at all.  I would however take some time before you flood again,  I wouldn't make it your top priority right now,  maybe plan for one in the future but I would set the idea aside for now.  Microdosing might help you out though, to keep that glow going.

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