Flood Completed, a very very unexpected turn!!
I forgot to add to this, i do think michelle recommended a dose that was too strong for me, I think 7 capsules would have been enough. So yeah be careful with dosing!! my bf was emailing michelle and telling her the dose was too high for me..but who knows anyways thanks guys its time for a new life free of past drama!!
thinking about your experience report and my next flood i remembered an advice that i will follow and that you might benefit from as well. i remember reading (Nisargadatta Maharaj) about staying silent for a long time, in that case it was something like "after he (can't remember which sage it was) attained the pristine state, he remained silent for 20 years before starting to teach". it went on to say that it is very tempting to do tricks and be the greater person that the pristine state allows you to be, but that this can waste/disconnect you from the state you attained. i can definitely say that this is true. after my first flood i felt very much like you describe it (my first flood report is in the forums..) and i loved being outspoken, chatty, funny. it was basically enjoying the new freedom. like riding the wave of life and for the first time being able to do what ever i wanted and it making full sense. it was awesome. but i have learned since. to keep more silent. instead of jumping the gun, to wait, more patiently, until a response comes naturally, without my ego advocating. i hope this makes sense and is of help. bless you!
Glad to hear you are okay missjess. Lessons learned for all with regards to dosing. I also have blue eyes. I had forgotten they were really blue up until right after my first flood. They must have been grey clouds in my mind.......because seeing my eyes scrubbed as you put it, was surreal and liberating. I'll never forget it, when I got home from my first flood about 5 days after and looking in the mirror. I just thought to myself, "Tabula Rasa....Ahhhhhhh!" Well written report. Thanks for sharing Humbleaspen.
wonderful! please be careful with the intake of any other stimulants. i made this experience the hard way, after my first flood i started drinking cannabis teas and that broke the changes (after a couple of months!) and after my second flood i drank one single beer in the week after the flood and it broke the pristine feeling that i had in my mind. so, from my experience, i would recommend that for a long time you don't take any stimulants, but let, as much as possible, what the iboga established get rooted, deeply. good luck!
Thanks for the advice mo, I will not touch a single drink for 6 months and I'll drink decaffinated coffee this medicine saved my life I'm truly great full
Good to hear MissJess...and that forum members gave you the advice and encouragement you needed to go through with it. Ive yet to do a flood (Altho there is physical and physcological reason for that...blackouts and liver probs)...you guys/gals have balls of steel.
I am so happy for your missjess. :-) Now you need to do the work, you really need to start doing things you were always too scared to do and wanted to do. I might recommend microdosing too for a few months off and on as well.
Blessings to you missjess - you've had a rough road getting to this point - congratulations! It brought me great joy to read this. There is some great info on here regarding making the post flood glow last (like what to eat, exercising etc). Please let us know how things go for you over the next few months. Are you planning on taking a booster? I wouldn't microdose right away, maybe do a booster in a month's time and see how that goes. take care
Yes I am going to everything I wanted to do I feel so excited I'm going to volunteer, get a job, join a dance class, sport class Thanks for the tips on micro dosing I will speak with Michelle about it. I would love to do another flood in a years time or whatever it was truly amazing
Yes I am going to everything I wanted to do I feel so excited I'm going to volunteer, get a job, join a dance class, sport class Thanks for the tips on micro dosing I will speak with Michelle about it. I would love to do another flood in a years time or whatever it was truly amazing great to hear! :-) And yes, you may be better with a booster dose in a month or so instead. no need to microdose right away either, give it a couple of weeks or more.
Yes I am going to everything I wanted to do I feel so excited I'm going to volunteer, get a job, join a dance class, sport class Thanks for the tips on micro dosing I will speak with Michelle about it. I would love to do another flood in a years time or whatever it was truly amazing great to hear! :-) And yes, you may be better with a booster dose in a month or so instead. no need to microdose right away either, give it a couple of weeks or more. Kool thanks for the tips I will deff be on and off the forum to check up on advice and suggestions.
Glad to hear you are okay missjess. Lessons learned for all with regards to dosing. I also have blue eyes. I had forgotten they were really blue up until right after my first flood. They must have been grey clouds in my mind.......because seeing my eyes scrubbed as you put it, was surreal and liberating. I'll never forget it, when I got home from my first flood about 5 days after and looking in the mirror. I just thought to myself, "Tabula Rasa....Ahhhhhhh!" Well written report. Thanks for sharing MJ. Wow that sounds amazing, yeah I was pretty shocked to be honest !! I still am lol
humbleaspen, I am glad it seems you finally got what you were looking for from Iboga...very good to hear. I am sorry you ended up in the hospital, I am glad you had a nurse with you. This medicine can be dangerous and is no joke. Regardless of that trying experience it seems to have helped you a lot... eat healthy, get exercise and start new patterns. Now is the time. Feel that glow sister! roxine
That's ok, I'm glad I went though coz I needed to be there to be looked after it hit me very very strong and my blood pressure went very low.. In regards to new habits and patterns yes I have plans to do so .... I have another question tho I realized I am super sensitive to stimuli at the moment,, I went to the shops and everything seemed so intense and I was very aware of sounds, movements, light. Is this normal and how long does this last for ?
Are there any guidelines and advice that I could read for after flood period?
yeah,don't go to shops One thing Iboga teaches is less consumerism...at least for me. Yes it is normal to get tracers and such. I would stay home and just stay in that reflective state and let the medicine work on you...If you have to go out to get food or something be very brief. Those will pass soon, but you should still be sleeping less for awhile. roxine
Lol thanks lesson learnt is Internet and tv ok ? Yeah I'm just reflecting I guess, want to hear something else amazing iboga seems to have fixed my singing voice ! I can sing higher with no pitch I used to be very creative when I was younger, I did singing, dancing, sports and the iboga has cleared a lump I had in my throat just under my jaw this is so Kool lol
Beautiful description! I feel bad for your horror when you were in hospital. I did it without a sitter because my wife is so difficult. She was screaming at me when I was frozen "What if you die?! You're such an asshole!" Over and over again. I couldnt get as deep as I wouldve if not for her fears ruining part of my treatment. But it was the price I had to pay for the medicine I needed. Since Ive been so happy and full of life just the way you describe it. Thanks for your story! Keep shining!