The 700 pound bumble bee outside my door....
Life is excellent. I did start taking opiates on occasion so I did another dose but did not trip any where near as hard. I also just took my business partner and best friend down to a different clinic in Mexico for treatment for his body dysmorphic disorder and OCD. He is doing much better also. We both still have the Ibogaine Glow!
After all that hard work!?!? I cant preach cause I did the same thing, A year after my flood Im back where I was before. I thought just like you, yea on occasion, well we know what that turns into But while your ahead, put them opiates down! there bad for you
Yes, I allowed external forces, work wife etc to bring me down and looked for a quick way up. Thankfully The Source provided us with Iboga. I am in a great place now and realize we all must take personal responsibility for our happiness and noone can make us happy or unhappy. We are responsible.
WOW! Wonderful Read. I am glad that you had such an amazing experience. I wonder how your family in the pharmaceutical industry feel about it. Do they know? If so, would you be able to tell us their thoughts? If not, I understand. I am curious if they would have ever suggested Subs to you knowing what they do now, and their thoughts on Ibogaine. Thank you for a GREAT report!
My family was happy that I was clean and happy. But they along with the rest of the world live with their heads so far up their asses they cant see the light of day let alone the miracle that occured for me....I spread the word everyday though, especially to those types....We need to just put some in the water supply and wake everyone up....
TAP THE SOURCE! The very inspiration that named the divine entity I was blessed to meet on my last flood. (rough sketch below) Welcome my friend to the wonderful world of Iboga! Your story is powerful and very well written. From the short time I have had getting to know you, I am confident that you will be a valuable member of our community. Thank you so much for sharing the buzz. I know how frustrating it can be to see the other side and tap the source, and have your significant other or family or friends look at you with no clue as to what you are talking about, feeling, experiencing post powerful flood. As you know, their is a greater web of connectedness out there and we all tap in at different points in our evolution (if ever). Everything happens for a reason, and you are here for a reason. I think I speak for most of us here at Iboga when I say, our stories resonate harder here/for more people here, than for those in our lives who have never experienced anything of the like. It can dramatically change you. Welcome to the place that explores that change further, cultivates all of the fruits of this sacred medicine, and so much more.
sheelah_learns That is amazing you are very fortunate to get the out of body experience can I ask how much iboga did you take and who was your supplier ? I almost had that same experience on my very first flood at the iboga house however I got scared and did not let go I recently did another flood and it didn't happen for me to achieve the opportunity to leave my body To get that does it really depend on the medicine you get and dosage?
I was given 2.2 grams of HCL (supplier unknown as it was a clinic in mexico run by Jeff Israel) and then 1 gram of TA extract 4 hours later....I just ordered 2 grams of HCL from IW. I am going to be micro_dosing though not flooding
sheelah_learns, How many floods have you done total? Frequency? I know you have ingested a lot of Iboga, and toxicity needs to be on your radar. I think it's so subtle that people have a hard time telling when it actually hits that point. It took a powerful serotonin boost of DMT and the advise of a friend for me to realize I was probably at that point. I guess the better question is, what are your intentions with MDing HCL?
My intentions with MDing the HCL is to get more Noribogaine in my brain and receptors and having some kind of mood elevation without taking opiates or SSRI's etc
Elevate your mood in other ways maybe? I think it's worth sharing how many floods you have done. Your new community of Ebokians may have some valuable insight as to whether or not you are at risk for toxicity. Tap, my toxicity presented itself in a depressive state, lethargic, etc. Bam, stopped MDing, stopped DMT, felt the glow. Now I am on Noopept, and no interest in anymore Serotonin work due to the amount already done. Just a cautionary thought for you brother. If it ain't broke, don't fix it.......you may have more serotonin activity than you know is all I am saying. Worse case scenario, I think it can be fatal finding out the hard way. These are risks that we MUST keep in mind when operating in the manner that we do. If it's been 6 months since your last flood, I think MDing should be fine. Other lifestyle changes may be more powerful and effective.....give me a buzz soon and I can elaborate if this is making no sense.