Update

Hi all, 
Sorry I totally forgot to post what happened with a flood and didn't remember till someone messaged me wondering what happened. 
I got 2g Hcl and 3g TA from cerberus extract. I "flooded" with the 2g of hcl but got very little benefit out of it. I was totally out of it I guess and my balance was whack, but aside from that.. no real visions or insight, and I had full withdrawl pains throughout.. I waited about 24 hours and then started taking the TA, which I consumed all of over the course of a few hours. Again, little to none of the effects I was hoping for.. No relief, no helping with cravings or anything. I guess luckily literally no sickness at all.. 
So Its been I think closer to 3 weeks now than it is to 2 that I've been clean, but it was pretty much a cold turkey, which really sucked. Of course its still all I want and can think about, but the pit in my stomach that has been weighing everything down for the past 2-3 weeks is really finally starting to lift.. Thinking about going to yoga tomorrow for the first time in a long time. ;x
I'm pretty sure I'm clean for good. If I were to relapse my parents will literally disown me, and I know I will literally die.. so.. hopefully I stay strong when I finally leave my parents place. ;p

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roxine· 18d ago

Hi nadiya44, I am very glad that you are clean, but so sorry to hear that this didn't work well for you. I don't know what to say, there was some talk here recently of it being said that Iboga wasn't effective for 5-10% of Caucasians, I guess it is possible that this is the case for you but it is hard to say. I do know that JBG has said he has seen it happen. It is also a possibility that you may have needed more, though 2gr of HCL is quite a bit especially backing it up with 3gr TA. I hope that you can continue on this path, Yoga sounds like a great start. Eat healthy and maybe try some of these nootropics, I think that this noopept several of us have been experimenting with could be of benefit to getting those pathways re-set as well, amazing stuff so far. I wish you all the best! roxine

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brightwillow· 18d ago

That is a very unusual experience, Rux...That amount of material(s) could flood a Nephilim. Damned strange. Did you space it all out - way far apart? What lalababa echoed is apparently genuine information, weird as it sounds, and you just so rarely come upon it...still I wonder what, if anything else, could have made this work better for you? If you were having ataxia - i.e balance out of whack - then you were dosed with (ostensibly) enough ibogoids to create these side effects, yet somehow not manage to get even slight relief from withdrawal? What was your set and setting? I'm really curious about your experience. Whatever the case I am certainly glad you are clean and hope you keep that wind in your sails. Please share more if you are so inclined Cal

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