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patientorchard
27d ago

Ego: Death or Life, which do you choose?

In response to Blue Tiger... Ready and on the prowl my Tiger friend, I being the Kamboguar...hehe...         I can't even explain Kambo anymore.  It has produced so many miracles that it's just that. I would say that it requires continual usage to attain such levels of miracles, so many only do it a few times and consider themselves treated.  But that's not why the indigenous people use Kambo truthfully, they do so to resonate with the frequency of the ultimate healer.        I don't understand this question...                 I have only my personal views (I have no want or need to kill my ego), so I  think I don't understand uniform being or what you mean by that because maybe it's not in my language vocabulary at this time.  Like one with all?  No ego?  I have controversial views on this that the ego is the soul and it's the purification of the ego while retaining the ego (because it's how we know who we are), in order to connect as an antannae with our eternal spirit.  Many have the soul and spirit as the same but I don't.  Granted I purposely brain cleansed myself with lots of reading on Rudolf Steiner and other esoterical studies.  I think it's part of the culture now that the ego is bad or something, but I don't regard the ego as bad, it's just how I know myself from another.
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earnestdeer· 27d ago

Ego is not bad in my books, it's an evolutionary tool of sorts maybe..... Imagine a graph with a wave going across it with normal ebbs and flows, this being the average joe's ego.  The rising points of the wave are when our sensory system connects with the cosmic web of the universe and we are most "awake" let's say.  My experiences with Iboga and DMT have changed me to the extent that I am totally content with life and whatever happens...that's my baseline.  I love myself, and I know that's the ego, which is good.  When DMT, Iboga, Mantra chanting, etc was introduced, my graph would show points where my waves would spike sky high.  This is death of the ego in my book, one step closer to "uniform being."  I felt like an organic computer in upgrade mode.  My mind is convinced that the "breaking open the head" connection, or the DMT connection is a shedding oneself of the ego and returning to the primordial ooze that we all came from for just a brief moment.  During these experiences, I completely surrender my body and mind to the medicine, and try and ride the snake or surf the wave, and with DMT, Iboga, and to an extent many other entheogens, I have completely left what I view as an remnants of my ego gone for a brief moment.  This is so tough for me to write about.  I am not even sure I feel great publishing it because I don't even know what it really means to me yet, or if that even matters.  What I do know is it has changed my life, and I feel I have been shown the great door to infinity.... I feel connected to people in ways I cannot explain.  I like the idea of altruism more.  Then there's our relationship with plants....enough said for the night.  One Love Party People.    Blue

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