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vinnie_reads
6h ago
Saying hi before my first Iboga flood
Hey everyone,
I have been reading on this website for the last couple of weeks and thought it would be good to post in before my first Iboga experience... Tomorrow!
This is not my first time with medicinal plant entheogens.
In fact, it all began only 2 months ago!
I traveled to Peru and into the jungle to an Ayahuasca retreat where I completed seven ceremonies over 11 days.
From this, my life has already had some major shifts. To name a FEW...
I have an increased self awareness. I feel more connected to my life path. Increased understanding of my own emotional issues.
I have a new awareness for synchronicity with the Universe...
Which has led me to Iboga. After a string of "random coincidences" in just the last 4 weeks I now have in my possession 6 grams of TA extract from Ibogaworld (I will be taking 2.8 grams and I am a 21 year old Male who weighs 65 kg, for those interested).
It almost feels like Ayahuasca was getting me ready for this...
Ayahuasca felt like more to me an exploration of "out there" and I was thirsty for "in here"!
I feel like a know ALOT more about my emotional issues but I still feel them there...
That being said, many of my issues (such as social anxiety) have decreased in symptoms since leaving the jungle.
But I want to go deeper. I want to go further.
I feel like I am doing this specifically to deal with issues from my childhood. Well.. any self limiting or negative beliefs and thought patterns.
But I LOVE travelling the cosmos or anything interesting in regards to perception so I am interested to experience Iboga.
This feels right and I am very excited to face myself, my past, my demons or WHATEVER I am supposed to face.
I am doing this tomorrow with my twin brother (who came with me to the Jungle) as my sitter. Once I have "recovered" I will then look after him as he has his.
Thanks so much for reading.
I will right a report once I am ready
Cheers
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joellen_reads· 6h ago
well, bless your journey!
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mellowhawk· 5h ago
Welcome !! sounds great...you've already done the prep work it seems. thank you for sharing your experience thus far, and please come on back and let us know how it went.... safe journeying
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