Microdosing & Journals

Iboga flood spiritual purposes. The long road.

As many of you have kindly guided me before and after, thank you. I do not regret my Iboga at all and even in the deepest moment of terrifying nausea and pain, it was perfect. I me…

DMT and Iboga -- Frequencies feel like plant spirits

Thanks micaela. I can't keep up, but more please! "Aliens" means "foreign" to me. What I saw was ghosts, spirits, frequencies that seemed alive, communicated with the DMT mother, s…

flooding the gates

Intense samyama, intense - sounds like Iboga did a lot of work on you. I hope over time more of this makes sense to you - others have reported remembering things later - maybe that…

Dealing with PAWS--nootropics help

Blue tiger says PAWS is a broad category and to be specific. For me it's a total lack of motivation, feeling no joy, can't concentrate worth a damn, don't want to be around people…

A Beautiful Journey

Hi All, So I just wanted to tell you some about my recent flood experience. I think it is safe to say it was the best experience of my life. This was my first time doing some hcl,…

I feel as if I may explode

I remember being a child with too much energy, lying in bed, tightening all of my muscles to release the energy from within, the bomb. Not since then have I felt that, not til now.…

Feeling blah--thinking of doing booster

Flooded 5 days ago and got good result. Mistakenly tried a little kratom yesterday morning. No benefit at all. Then 6 hours later feeling worse. Managed to drag my ass out of bed t…

The 700 pound bumble bee outside my door....

Wow - amazing story. Thanks for sharing it - love the 700 pound bumble bee analogy. How is life for you now?

Day 4 - Have to go to work so took a little kratom

It's been 4 days and I took a walk and did some light exercises. Don't feel bad and do have energy, but have that "porcupine" feeling I think Calaquendi described. Feel guilty abou…

I think iboga can ruin your life.

Hi everyone. i think iboga can ruin your life. i really believe this. if you have ANY mental health issue beforehand-including anxiety- DONT DO IT. i really need to get the word ou…

Feeling alone and in need of support! Planning flood # 4 within a week or two.

So, here is my brief back story with opiates. I was on hydros for 2+ years and did my first Ibogaine flooding last April, 2012. I was sober for 1 month, then got back into Kratom.…

Accidental Flood (?) Please Be Careful!!!

Has anyone here ever experienced an "accidental" flood? I know it sounds quite foolish but it is what happened to me the first time I flooded (quite unintentionally). I wrote about…

Flood

Just updating people on my progress, it has been almost 2 weeks since i flooded and so far I'm still feeling the glow and anti depressant affect (there has still been moments that…

Wanting to flood again – have questions

I've been back on the pain pills for over a month now and have grown quite distraught over this and just being tired and unmotivated all the time. I did a flood back in August and…

Microdosing 1st-timer...Stay-at-home-mom...Bad Idea???

This is my first post here...sooooo exciting!!! And as a newbie, I'm leaning heavily on the experience/advice of others to determine whether or not this amazing plant is right for…

4-FA and MDPV

A guy I have started doin business with always seems upbeat and happy just like me. So I comment, "I'll tell you my secret if you tell me yours" I proceed to let him know about my…

My microdosing experience

I finished up a microdosing process. The schedule was something like this: First day 300mg 2nd 450mg 3rd 500mg 4th 750 mg 5th 750 mg 6th 800 mg 7th Was busy all day and didnt get a…

Looking back on my 4 floods

I have been waiting a few months to write this post and I now feel in a position to give a well thought out appraisal of my Iboga floods. First of all, some background. I am a heal…

Heavy Kratom Abuse and My 4th Flood

Thanks so much to all that replied to earlier posts. I am happy to be a part of this community. I am in rough shape still, so forgive the shortness of my post. It has been an inter…

First flood

I did my first flood last sunday . I did it for cigarette addiction and mental health issues i've been stuck on and shuffled about various ssri medications for the last few years ,…

A month later ;)

Hi All! It's been a month since my flood, I still feel pretty good. Everything in my social life has become immensely better. I am getting involved with new working projects that I…

30 day microdosing regimen

So last week I did Kambo for the first time (an amazing experience that I will write about in the Kambo forum). I also took 30g of RB over the 4 days that I did the Kambo. I took a…

microdosing and flooding

Hi everyone i hope you all are doing good, long time, no posting!!......I wanted to ask you guys a question: do any of you know about a situation where someone has a really difficu…

Memories

One of the things that I would love to experience during my flood, Is' my life over 20 yrs ago when I used to go roller skating every weekend at Skateland with my best pals and my…

Here we go

I guess its appropriate at this point to start my journal mainly so I can organize everything and as a presentation for input from the group here. This is some of my history from a…

Kambo then Iboga Rootbark micro dosage?

I am curious if there are any veterans of the combination who have some insight into the combined usage of Kambo and Iboga rootbark. It would be great for me personally and I'm pre…

36 days and I think endorphin system starting to work

The last few days I have had more energy and starting to get some motivation/ambition. It's a feeling as though it's easier to laugh. That may sound corny, but it seems like the be…

seven weeks and crawling back

It's been seven weeks since I did the flood and I think I'm crawling back to feeling "normal ". As has been suggested by some here, feeling normal doesn't mean feeling like $1 mill…

Micro dosing ibogaine HCL, what dosage?

I have some hcl and would like to micro dose it. What would the proper dose and duration be for such a regimen? Thanks.

One week microdose report

Every morning I wake up in mild withdrawal that includes watering eyes, sneezing,yawning,and the dreaded restless limbs. After a few hours this progresses into goosebumps and exces…